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Soul of a Showgirl

by Kyra Gordon

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1.
I Love You 03:28
2.
Doppelganger Angel It was like my reflection when I first saw you Gliding across the tarmac, your hair braided in two Your belly was bare, you had a light in your eyes I was watching you, and to my surprise Your seat was next to mine, I remember thinking it was fate Took awhile for us to talk after we pulled out of the gate We were both 21, now I’m 38 Are you still out there playing destiny’s date? My doppelganger angel prayed in terminal two Though I don’t believe in much, I believe in you I was looking for signs headed back to LA Wondering if my life was back there, and should I stay? You’d been a wild child, now you’d changed your ways And found Jesus, that’s how you’d spend your days I found my cause at Mardi Gras searching for more Looking for meaning, knocking down doors But I couldn’t sing there, could not let my voice soar I was lonely just like before My doppelganger angel prayed in terminal two Though I don’t believe in much, I believe Wherever you are I’m singing to you That’s how I pray, how I get through We arrived at baggage claim, you put your hands on me At the carousel you started, “Lord please” In the middle of the crowd you got down on your knees I needed the help, even though I don’t believe My doppelganger angel prayed in terminal two Though I don’t believe in much, Oh I don’t believe in much I don’t believe in much, but I believe in you I believe in you
3.
Emotional Pirate She was an emotional pirate, she’d rape and pillage, and make you walk to plank She came from Hell’s Kitchen, or was it Brooklyn? She could smell your stank Guns blazing for the revolution she said I’ll tell you the truth, you’re a streety youth, you look the walking dead He was a struggling writer, he was the decider, and he was itchin to find A woman down and able to tend his stable so he could sharpen his mind Guns blazing for the revolution he said I’ll tell you the truth, I’m living proof, forget all that shit you’ve been fed It’s a fine line you see When you’re looking for a family In the end we all have to breathe And find our own way to be free I was a struggling actress searching for meaning and I was losing my mind I went to North Carolina in early summer not knowing what I’d find Guns blazing for the revolution they said We’ll tell you the truth, it’s bulletproof, forget all that shit in your head It’s a fine line you see When you’re looking for a family In the end we all have to breathe And find our own way to be free It took some time to recognize myself and hear my own voice again I still wouldn’t want to be anyone else, I just found a new place to begin In the name of honesty we were constantly tearing each other down I tried to see it through, but I knew I had to get out of town In the end they were buried in the ground Hearts were broken, truths were spoken, I had to follow the sound It’s a fine line you see When you’re looking for a family In the end we all have to breathe And find our own way to be free To find our own way to be free We’ll find our own way to be free
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Big City Lights Headin off for those big city lights I’m headin off for those big city lights If you can’t understand me, oh everything it can be I’m headin off for those big city lights Spending all my money getting there I’m spending all my money getting there I’ll be rich in freedom walkin round that kingdom I’m spending all my money getting there You can’t save me A woman on the road is alone That don’t phase me Right here on the road is my home Livin all my dreams while I can I’m livin all my dreams while I can Hope to see you out there, hope we scream and shout there I’m livin all my dreams while I can You can’t save me A woman on the road is alone That don’t phase me Right here on the road is my home I’m seeking, I’m driving, I’m seeing everything Even when the light is blinding You can’t save me A woman on the road is alone That don’t phase me Right here on the road is my home You can’t save me A woman on the road is alone That don’t phase me Right here on the road is my home Right here on the road is my home Right here on the road is my home
5.
Bravest One 03:54
Bravest One I’m a hundred miles to Tucson and I’m thinking about the future I am wondering where we’re headed, if we’re going there together And the sky is hypnotizing, there go those purple mountains And I’m staring off thinking about you There’s no one else like you, you’re the bravest one I see you in your twenties, you were sensual and magic With a lightning sense of humor, though your life was tragic You had learned the art of living, how to face down all your monsters And you taught me how to love and do the same There’s no one else like you, you’re the bravest one I know There’s no one else like you, you’re the bravest one I see you with your warpaint on walking down the Mississippi river You’re the one I’m holding onto, I won’t let you go, not ever As the winding roads of life seen us go down different paths Always know that when you need me all you have to do is ask We are older now and wiser, and the years are going fast And I rather spend the time I have with you There’s no one else like you, you’re the bravest one I know There’s no one else like you, you’re the bravest one
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Soul of a Showgirl I was always to much for you Just wanted you to be proud There was nothing I could do I had the soul of a showgirl I was born with the love of the lights Excited to feel that stage fright I couldn’t sleep most any night I had the soul of a showgirl A showgirl in army fatigues Who stormed the gates with her lions A showgirl isn’t just any girl We can stop your crying I didn’t easily scare I pulled myself up by your hair It seems that we couldn’t share That I had the soul of a showgirl It’s never been like I thought The fruits of my labor will rot I’ve written, I’ve sung and I’ve fought I have the soul of a showgirl A showgirl in army fatigues Who stormed the gates with her lions A showgirl isn’t just any girl We can stop your crying La la la la la la la, la la la la la la la I’ll sing a song, I’ll dance for you, reach out your hand, I’ll pull you through A showgirl in army fatigues Who stormed the gates with her lions A showgirl isn’t just any girl We can stop your crying I wanted us to be feel together I wanted us to be close Our stories are different, it wasn’t to be I still love you the most
7.
Laredo Slim 04:26
Laredo Slim Sitting in your living room Sharing a drink and a joint with you Watching your grandkids tear up the room They don’t know yet about the life you’ve live through How you’ve loved some great women and fathered some too Made hay in Austin with the Conqueroo With Roky and Tracy and Janis, it’s true Your harmonica was ready, you knew what to do Do you dream of Laredo? When you fall asleep The city under seven flags When you were a boy playing with toys Dreaming of packing your bags You seen a lot of life through your eyes Made all this music that feels so alive Things they get harder, like getting around Old cowboys don’t die, one day they leave town Life is long Carrying on is for learners and lovers like you Songs are as good as who you share them with It’s the love that you give, that’s the truth Do you dream of Laredo? When you fall asleep The city under seven flags When you were a boy playing with toys Dreaming of packing your bags We’re all dreaming of packing, dreaming of packing our bags
8.
Who the Hell Does she Think she is? She was the biggest bitch I ever met I wanted to be just like her She had a snake tattoo on her back And a skull on her lighter She said “What are you looking at? I don’t need no fan club!” Too late, I want in Won’t you please help me out of this mess All these hands up my dress and Who the hell does she think she is? She looked at me and steeled her gaze It was hypnotizing And I started to sing Without realizing She said, “I’ll show you the way to be free. Come follow me.” Hell yeah! I was in Won’t you please help me out of this mess All these hands up my dress and Who the hell does she think she is? We walk this corridor So dark I can’t see He’s lit a lantern And suddenly I see piles of body parts He’s locked the door Oh shit. This is it. These are all pieces of Women I know and love He held up a beating heart and said Who the hell does she think she is? Who the hell does she think she is? Who the hell does she think she is?
9.
Greetings from East Texas I can’t sleep in this motel so close to the highway My brain is buzzing from tequila over wine And you, you were on my mind I thought I’d write you a few lines I can’t wait to see you, but I’m nervous just the same What if we lost our rhythm, what if I forget to shave? Oh but you always make me feel alright As soon as you’re holding me tight Don’t forget, wash your hands and say your prayers Cuz Jesus and germs are everywhere Greetings from East Texas where the water tastes like wine You were on my mind New Mexico’s waiting and the sun is breaking through I haven’t found my breakfast, I’m just speeding towards you When I get there I’m going to drink you in I can’t wait to see you again Don’t forget, wash your hands and say your prayers Cuz Jesus and germs are everywhere Greetings from East Texas where the water tastes like wine You were on my mind You were on my mind You were on my mind
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Tender Hearts He’s an angry man, he’s always been angry, always looking for someone who’s done wrong And he’ll tell them all about it, holding up his hatred as if it was a sacred sort of song His life is pretty lonely, if the world would only come around and apologize But we’re in this together, question is whether or not we realize I’ve heard him laugh, I’ve heard him cry His tender heart can’t be denied I’ve covered mine, I’ve felt the same Our tender hearts can’t be tamed Our tender hearts can’t be tamed She’s a force of nature, she’s always been moving, something else she’s proving to someone In her life she’s lived all over, kicking up the clover, chasing wild birds into the sun She comes on like a strong wind, never know when she’ll drop in When she does get ready for a storm We’re in this together, question is whether or not we keep running out the door I’ve heard her laugh, I’ve heard her cry Her tender heart can’t be denied I’ve covered mine, I’ve felt the same Our tender hearts can’t be tamed Our tender hearts can’t be tamed Living in this world is to love all us mortals Our hearts get torn apart, may they grow larger than they were before I’m a funny girl, I’ve always been a joker, making people laugh is sublime I can’t handle all the sorrow, it feels like it will break me so I try to find the humor every time The world is full of heartbreak, for my own sake I’ll let it in, feel it all now We’re in this together, question’s not whether we love, the question is how I’ve heard you laugh, I’ve heard you cry Your tender heart can’t be denied I’ve covered mine, I’ve felt the same Our tender hearts can’t be tamed Our tender hearts can’t be tamed

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released April 22, 2022

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Kyra Gordon Berkeley, California

Kyra Gordon has belted out Janis Joplin hits in a one-woman show, earned a conservatory degree interpreting jazz standards, and spent several years in the improvisational hip-hop group The Freeze, but it was the long road she traveled wending from Hollywood to New Orleans to a rural North Carolina commune to Paris that fueled her remarkable debut album Soul of a Showgirl, slated for release 4/22! ... more

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